Take what you see of what's left of me.

[Empty Space, Lifehouse]

Day Thirty.

I finally relented and acknowledged that my beloved body pillow has come to then end of its life. It's deflated and floppy and the fabric hangs off of it limply. Went out and bought a new one today. This is the comparison between old and new. It's very sad but exactly why I had to buy a new one. I will miss you, Old Pillow. You were soft. Like a kitten. Oh, well.

I am floating away, lost in a silent ballet.

[On The Wing, Owl City]

Day Twenty-Nine.

Tried my iTouch camera yesterday. It's not the best, picture's a little fuzzy in places but it's so much easier than getting pictures off my phone. Anyway, did ad tags all day yesterday. These ones were cosmetic tags, for Almay products. I don't usually help cosmetics with theirs but when they're too busy to do them all themselves, there really isn't any other option. I hate doing cosmetic stuff but what can you do? :P Then I was doodling at lunch...And not enjoying it as much as I used to. It was mostly a way to pass time.

Darkness Falls In Florence.

[Darkness Falls In Florence, Jesper Kyd]

Day Twenty-Eight.

Making dinner. I'm hungry...

Let nothing come between this and me.

[This Is Where I Belong, Bryan Adams]

Day Twenty-Seven.

Waiting for the bus to Northgate. I love random Seattle things.

You're all talk and nothing to sa-a-ay.

[Here Tomorrow Gone Today, Lifehouse]

Day Twenty-Six.

Timeclock at work. Clutter, yay. When our salads are past the best-by date, we can get them for half price. I never do, I abide by product dates. The idea of eating stuff like that grosses me out. Also, 4 weeks worth of schedules. So many people. We have around 35 employees, lol. And then there's the cheesy drive-time poster. I hate all our cheesy posters, pfft.

What day is it and in what month? This clock never seemed so alive.

[You and Me, Lifehouse]

Day Twenty-Five.

Lazy last minute picture because  I didn't feel like getting a picture from work off my phone. This one of the shelves of my...shelf, haha. On the far left, the green blob is actually a horse figurine from some community center trip to an arcade [Family Fun Center? Can't recall.] Five of the other figurines are the ones that Lipton used to put in their tea boxes. There is a ram, a wolf, a zebra, a sheep and a whale. Then there's a little dragon figurine from Maple Valley Days years ago. The dolphin is "super glued" to it's little rock, the rock has amethyst on it. I don't know where that's from, I've had it as long as I can remember. The wolf in the corner is something Dad got me years ago, I believe. It's hard to remember where my wolf stuff comes from, I had too much, lol. The bracelet around the base of the wolf was one that I used to wear all the time. One of those friendship bracelets Rachel and I used to wear.

Then we have the popsicle stick frame in the back there, housing a picture of my boyfriend, Felix. I miss him a lot. Don't even know if he's still alive, really. Don't talk to Rachel, so no way to know. Anyway, that was a weird moment. I'd taken off the vest for some reason or other and left it in the grass. Came back to find Felix rolling around with it, sticking his head and legs through the holes. Apparently, he really liked it. Next to that, we have a picture of Mussie. I'm pretty sure she's long gone by now. My grandma had sent the picture a million years ago, writing on the back that Mussie said hi, that she had cancer and was on chemo weekly and was taking steroids. It also said she was doing fine, but again, that was a long time ago. I loved her a lot though. Sweet girl. (:

And that's that. Picture of the day and too many words to explain it. <3

Goodnight to you, I always do think of you...

[Sweet Dreams, VAMPS]

Day Twenty-Four.

Mom posted about something precious that she's so used to, she doesn't notice it much. I'm the same way. Once something's part of my environment, I tend to not pay much attention to it. In that line of thought, here's the wall right above my computer monitor. Pictures of loved ones! (: That first picture on the bottom left is Rocket, Breanne's dog. He's just barely older than Dale (born in November) but has apparently not been doing so great lately. They're hoping it's a passing thing but hopefully, if it doesn't really improve, they'll have the vet her aunt knows come see him (because you just aren't going to get Rocket into a car, lol). Other than that, we have Dale as a puppy (top left), Dale with his earless bunnies, Dale being wonderfully beautiful in the snow. Then there's Mom&Dad at Quinalt, followed by two pictures of Teddy. (: Yay, loved ones!